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hmmm.. dun realli feel lyk bloggin 2dae.. wellsh.. jux realise tt i n her is lyk totally drift apart le.. well.. i tink we dun even shld hav started tis friendship ba.. its lyk no use lohx.. u dun seems ter trust me.. when i was tryyin real hard ter talk or ter b close ter u lyk we r as before.. e bond.. e trust btw us.. r nt dere animore.. wad fer we started tis friendship..?? wad fer u wanna make me so close ter u in e beginnin..?? makin me feel tt u're e onli 1 in my life i could realli depend on.. u jux make me sadden whenever i saw u sad.. wanna ter approach u n ask u wad happen.. bt.. all u sae was.. nth.. i'm ok.. u wont understand de la.. haix.. i realli dunno wad ter do le.. i give up.. always i'm e one hu talk ter u.. mayb u dun even realise tt i realli do treasure u lots ba.. i hav a strong feeling tt we will end tis friendship soon.. wad fer havin u in my heart when u dun even bother or care abt me..? well.. mayb.. i'm jux being too naive.. 4gt it.. u jux keep everything ter urself.. wad r frenx fer..?? i dun wanna do anything ter it le.. once its overr means overr, i dun tink i will giv u another chance ter let u hurt me again.. i jux cant afford ter let it happen.. i shld hav let u go in e first place ba.. i noe tt our friendship wont last long time ago.. y mux i b so foolish ter keep on tryyin hard ter maintain our friendship.. ish lyk no use lohx.. im e 1 hu is always givin in.. y mux i hu is e 1 tryyin when u didnt even make a effort ter maintain it..?? i jux dun understand..! u jux sadden my dae.. lets end tis frenxship ba.. i dun wanna care soo much le..



went ter sch fer interview 2dae.. shek huay was e 1st one.. den was lyk so damn long.. guess tt dey mux shoot her alot of qns ba.. den she suddenly cryy.. gonna shocked.. wanna go console herr bt cant.. haix.. saw zhu korzz(kenny sir) face.. looks sooo guilty.. lols.. so funny xia.. den in e same rm msg me somemore.. ask me hw's shek huay n so on n so on.. confidential.. lols.. den dun hav time.. gotta go on tuesdae.. honestly.. i was kinda scared.. haix.. mayb shld take things easyy ba.. bt.. sometimes things r nt as easyy as u sae ba.. i'll tryy my best ter answer e qns ba.. hopes things will b finee.. aft tt, went ter SYF.. things were kinda nice.. den me, shek huay n gui ming was lyk talkin most of e time ba.. den i keep listenin ter 1 of gui ming ringtone.. e advertisement of e magi noodle de.. guess shek huay n gui ming was irritated ba.. lols.. pai seh.. i fell in lurve wiv tt song le.. lols.. den.. ended at 6plus.. den onli reach sch at abt 8plus.. kinda late.. den wait fer by dey all lohx.. their bus so damn slow.. den when we reach amk is lyk alr 9plus le.. went dere.. den gang fight.. omg.. somemore gt peirce de lohx.. e guy was bleedin manx.. den he run.. he push alvin awayy.. den alvin back is stained wiv blood.. omg.. so scaryy manx.. den change his shirt lohx.. no choice.. blood lehx.. den we follow e blood trail.. lols.. den wei hao sae we wanna b detective.. hahax.. den went ter S11 ter eat lohx.. den ended up nvr eat.. only drink.. lols.. den went home.. kinda late.. bathe le.. den eat dinner n online lohx.. now den bother ter come ter blog.. hahax.. act.. shld b 3 of july de blog.. now become 4 of july.. cox it was over 12am liaox.. wad can i do..? lols.. aniwae.. gotta stop here le.. dunno wad ter sae animore.. hmmm.. shall blog tml ba.. depends.. wellsh.. nitex peeps.. takkirex too.. =))~ciao~ yays! tml my day off..! finally..! dun disturb me..! lols!




i was SADDEN cox of YOU..! its no use when i'm onlyy e one tryyin ter maintain tis friendship.. i rather we end tis friendship now.. dun lett it drag le.. i've let u hurt me once.. n den tis is e second time le.. i realli dun wanna e third time le.. things r nt e same animore.. mayb if u noe hw ter treasure me in e beginnin den things wont b lyk tis le ba.. fergt it.. i jux wanna ter give up nowx le.. i jux hav ter lett u go.. things aint e same animore.. everyting hav change.. mayb i've change to.. haix..




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