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Friday, August 25, 2006 ( 8/25/2006 09:34:00 PM )

finally passed out of saint john.. ((: yays.. xD have loads of feelings to blog abt.. rem when the days when im still in sec 1.. i joined st john cos i thought the ppl dere were really friendly andd st john's a BIG family.. ((: andd partly i joined cos of my friends.. i began to gain confidence and develop my leadership qualities aft joining st john.. perhaps i were loud.. tts why ppl say i gt leadership.. lol.. and ltr on.. i decided to join comp cos i tink its interesting and joining comp is the only way i culd excel and show my potential.. xD joining comp needs alot of determination and tolerance.. but.. after so muchh of hardship andd trngs, getting 3rd, 2nd or even champion is the GREATEST achievement.. i swear.. aft winning.. i felt that my heart is jus lyk doughnut? i nvr felt contented.. even i won 1st runner up during my first yr.. cos i tink we deserved more than that.. however.. during the journey of hardship, many decided to give up and choose to take another path.. but i stayed on andd continued.. had loads of fun during trngs though we, nc 6, do have conflicts some times.. i cant believe that lion, me andd jiaen actually ANTI rhowena.. lolololol! i cant rem wad really happen.. its ur choice.. to choose to rem the happy memories or the sad/ angry ones.. but i choose to rem those happy moments we nc 6 stayed tgt.. ((: andd nt forgettin gangiee.. ((: best gang i ever havee.. xD it consists of 16 LOYAL st johnnies! ((: <3>LURFES! i actually won a 2nd runner up during e second year.. was quite upset.. but the truth was we didnt train.. we ought to deserved that kindd of results.. =( third year i joined comp.. in mel's team.. andd we actually won champion though we didnt train muchh.. ((: but it'll nvr be as great as e first achievement i hadd.. lookin back at my st john's lyfe.. its so interesting.. those camps andd stuffs.. i learnt how to be brave to walk along the corridor in the dark withh only baoying beside mee.. baoying's my best partner! i lovee YOU! ((: the changing parades duringg mid night.. the fire drills.. hiking.. dragon boat.. taman negara camp.. those morning pt.. i'll nvr forget.. it trains me to be tougher, stronger, braver, socialable andd last but nt least my leadership that i thought i didnt havee.. loads of laughters, joys, sadness, unhappiness andd stuffs.. but its part of my growing process.. ppl that have nvr been through these wont understandd.. =D without st john, i'll nvr be whom i am noww.. this's the real yvonne! xD i miss so much things.. i want to go st john camp! =(( maybe if i didnt joined st john, i'll be jus an unknown kid in peirce now.. w/o any achievements.. st john's my lyfee.. ((: hadd our POP(passing out parade) today.. it wasnt as sad though.. but when the last part came.. whye keat actually give me a gift of appreciation which i didnt expected.. huixuan gave me a tortise.. LOL! thanks loads! ((: andd to pearlyn girl.. u really dun have to waste ur money to buy any gift of appreciation to me.. really.. its the thoughts that count.. ((: save ur money for the rainy days! =D SITI HAWA! dun cry.. hush.. dun be sad alrights? we'll come back as often as we can.. iloveyou! ((: i <3> FINALLY! aft so longg.. hadd a proper dinner tgt withh gangiee.. awww.. i missed the days we hadd.. we always went out tgt to slack, play andd eat! lolololol! if only we culd do these more often.. hadd a talk withh pris toos! long long tyme since i really talk to her.. she's always so BUSY cans?! rahhh.. but i still lovvee you! hees.. =DD andd to fangying darling.. im so soorie that i culdnt make it to celeste's hse.. i'll try tml alrights? <3>LOVEESSS!! ((: andd gangie! we shld seriously hang out more often! i miss all of youu! =(